To Kill Or Not Kill
That is the question…
Being sensitive as a kid
Plenty of questionable things I did,
Why so much pain
Are all my efforts in vain,
I cried a lot
I am human and no bot.
Killing yourself is tough
The rope would make me cough,
Bravery is required to kill
Living life was no more my will,
Tried many things
Wish I had some wings.
What if I could fly away
Because there seemed no way,
No one could see me
How much pain was in me,
End it all, I thought
Or help should I sought.
It was a dark place
Lucky I escaped that maze,
I can understand if someone wants to kill
Been there at my own failed will,
But I would say — persist
And make those thoughts resist.
Yes, the phase is dark
I might leave some mark,
But you will come out better
And you will wonder life wasn’t that bitter,
Life is beautiful and awesome
Just like you and your experiences in sum.
Stay strong, talk if you want, the good things come to end and so does the bad things. Believe in yourself, persist and remember you are awesome.
